It's Back

And what would that be? Frustration & anxiety. 2 Huge monsters in the adoption wait. I was doing so well & all of the sudden, it hit me again. It's been almost 3 months & our profile still hasn't been shown to 1 single birth family. I know we are first on the list for a stork drop but I almost would be sad if a birthmom didn't take the time to look at our book & see our family or read our words to her. I keep wondering what the circumstances are surrounding our future birthmom & our son. We are so ready to just know who he is & see his beautiful face & hold him in our arms. Our agency has said they are working with several birthmoms right now that would be interested in our profile but their due dates are too far out. There's also no guarantee that they will chose to make an adoption plan in the meantime. So now we just wrestle with patience & try to lean on the words God has given us in the Bible to fix this restlessness. Please pray that we would be granted the peace of mind to continue this wait, giving glory to God for His blessings in this time.