The Countdown

The countdown is on to the arrival of the new baby. There is less than a month to go before Miss A's due date. I really can't believe it. The other crazy thing is that if she delivers like she did her previous child, we have just 2 weeks! Yeah, if I think hard enough, I totally have a panic attack! The reality of what can go wrong is always present but we are trying to remain optomistic that things will follow through. We know that as of now, she feels adoption best for this child. We just hope & pray that she continues to feel that way & that she puts this childs best interests first. We also know that if she chooses to parent, that is her right & even though we would be broken hearted, we know that there are other babies out there that need homes too.  We know that God will always know best & His ways are not always our ways. I hate to think of the pain & disappointment that we could be facing but we also know that the reward for remaining firm in our faith is a wonderful one. I just have to trust. There is no other way for me keep going that to just trust. So we continue to lean on Him in these remaining weeks & keep praying for Miss A & the baby she is carrying!